Edward Cullen

In less than two weeks time, i'll get to see my favourite love saga, Twilight Saga:Eclipse, the third installment. I'll see my Edward there.

Edward, who isnt just a man but a decent man n a VAMPIRE! He is described as a very selfless guy ever, gorgeous, generous, kind-hearted, charming, loyal and a man full of loves, despite all the hunger and the crave for blood, he manages to fight with his own desire, for the one he really loves, Bella.

Edward, cares and concerns about Bella than himself, he always puts her as his first priority among all. I fell in love with Edward Cullen. The character, seems so real and alive. How i wish i could find a guy like him, but no.This is a world of reality that we are facing. Everything is real. So, i shouldnt compare anyone with Edward. That is totally selfish of me. Everyone has their own attributes, that what makes them so special n different from one another. Everyone has the positive n negative side, so i guess we have to endure the uniqueness of these people.

Edward, until the end, he fights for Bella. He's willing to sacrifice for her, to make sure that she gets the best n happy. He wants her to be happy. On top of that, he is a very sensible and wise guy. Every decision that he makes, he always thinks ahead. He is very patient, very very patient. That's why in a way, he completes Bella, who is so clumsy,reckless, impatient and stubborn, just like me.

I really love Edward and Bella...They both look good and perfect. They support each other. They inspire each other. The most important thing is, they love each other and they are willing to defend each other, no matter what happen. Im so touched by this. Seriously.

I dun care if you dont like Twilight Saga. After all, that's your choice. This is my choice. I fell in love with the books... Now, tell me why shouldnt i fall in love with him?

" Bella, i couldn't live with myself if i ever hurt you. You don't know how it's tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold...to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see the flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses...it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever." Edward Cullen,Twilight,Chapter 13, p.274.

CUDA...

Especially dedicated to dayah..

Gal,
i might know nuthing bout ur past life.
i might not understand ur feeling.
i might not go thru the same thing like u did.

BUT, i can imagine if one day, my lil gal, growing up juz like u, n write something like that, bout her feeling towards her daddy. I'll cry. I'll once again shed my tears. Shes going thru the same thing. She will feel like what u felt one day.

Suddenly, i feel so sad. If u were my daughter, dear, i wud have done anything to make u feel happy until u wont feel all those melancholic n sad feelings. U've reminded me to be a good mother to my kids. Tq dayah. I know how hurt n sad ur feeling is, but believe in this: ALLAH will give u happiness in the end. Sometimes we have to go thru sorrow, n then only we can find our own happiness.

I feel down too dayah sometimes. But, when i think bout those who i love, i put aside my negative feelings...I live for em.. I dunno what will happen in the future, but all i know is what had happened to my life. I have to wake up from this misery. The agony misery that i used to feel, will not be welcomed anymore. I wont allow it.

Life is beautiful actually. So, dayah..lets move on n prove all the people that we can get what we really want. I dun care bout what people say or talk bout me anymore. Im too good for em. Thats why. Till then dayah, take care n be safe. Luv ya.

CUDA...

Funny laa..seriously, funny.

Juz now i read my friend's blog, n she has recommended her readers to read the links of blog site that she has linked there, so i did. Guess what? I found the blog is quite amusing and annoying too at the same time. This blogger is talking and condemning about other blogger who, she claimed, talk badly bout her n so bad-mouthed. Waa...now blog has became a stage for people throwing stones over each other n rotten eggs. Hahahah..for me, it's funny still. The same thing happen to her, talked badly bout other people.

As for me, i write about me n barely bout other, unless if that person hurt my feeling to the core. I will juz write bout what that person has done to me n not to criticize every lil thing that that person does. Owh please...we are much much better that em..Dun repeat the same thing, condemn everything that nuthing to do with u at all!!Let em be...let em do wateva they want.

U cn check the blog here:
http://peejburhan.blogspot.com/2010/04/entry-khas-untuk-blogger-diva-yang.html

Funny n irritating too at the same time... Im not going to do that..to attack people like that is not me at all..I might be selfish n so inconsiderate sometimes, but this isnt something that i can tolerate at all. Sad to say..there many of these people out there..U can read, but dun be like em. Life is so beautiful to be wasted this way..

CUDA..

Placebo - Running up That Hill (official video)

It doesn't hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?
You be running up that hill.
You and me be running up that hill.
And if I only could,Make a deal with God,And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,Be running up that hill,Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...
You don't wanna hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There's a thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, be running up that hill.You and me, be running up that hill.
You and me won't be unhappy.
And if I only could,Make a deal with God,And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,Be running up that hill,Be running up that building,
If I only could, oh...C'mon, baby, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience, oh...
'And if I only could,Make a deal with God,And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,Be running up that hill,
With no problems...
If I only could, be running up that hill.'

Cuda...

Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love

Weird, but i love the song...