Latest favourite song...

I kinda like this song..at first, i dont really get it.But after a while listening to it...i really like it now. From Lorde, "TEAM".

So long...

Hi all..

It's been a while since my last entry.There were so many things happened around me n im still in the phase of adapting and adjusting myself with this new life. Feel so down sometimes but i know this is a test from Him to see how strong i am n how patient i can be,dealing with this matter.

SELAMAT BERPUASA!!

Assalam everyone...and hi.

Tomorrow we will start our first day of fasting. Hepi fasting to all and May Allah S.W.T Bless our ramadhan and our ibadat this time. InsyaAllah...Dont forget to wake up for sahur ya?! By the way, what will you have for sahur later? Hmm...mine is simple but fulfilling..with my family, everything seems enough. So, see you again later...tata..


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There it goes.....

There it goes...juz like that.
Time flies...so fast.

Dunno...

Found no love in this place anymore. Only jealousy, hatred, envy, negativity, sick mind, busybody, curropted mind, selfishness. No more LOVE. When people are too busy with others' business, they seem to forget theirs. Im wondering, what is the definition of 'normal human being' and 'perfect' to them?? Which one are you then??



Monday blues...

My Monday is not so "Blues'. A tiring Monday instead. Pack with many classes. The short gap in between. Juz when im bout to do something, its time to go to the next class. Huh...Wat to do..Juz follow the rules n the schedule given..In class, explaining, discussing and consulting the students regarding their last assignment, "Research Writing". The dateline is approaching...soon. So, i urge them to work faster and harder than before. I was in their shoes before. And, i didnt find any reason to postpone or asking for a delay, in submitting the research.

What???It's been 5 years already???

I juz realized something...Ive been a blogger for 5 years already!! I started blogging in 2009..actually earlier than that but because i'd done something - my creativity destroyed it all, my old blog cudnt be retrieved anymore..uhuk...this blog site is new actually..I have more in my old blog, but so unlucky to lose it all. 5 years of blogging..will be blogging more n more after this...for i know i have silent followers. Tq for reading this blog...It might amuse you...After all, this is my channel to share something with you all...

See ya later!!!

CUDA.

The end of Twilight Saga obsession..

Assalam all and Hi.

Time really flies so fast that we dont actually realize it. All we know is, it's gone. It's passed. Feel like only yesterday i started following the Twilight Saga books plus the movies. I remember exactly who's responsible to introduce me those interesting books, Nur Hidayah or i call her as Dayah, my ex mentee and student in KMM, back in 2008.

Goodbye 2012...Welcoming 2013...

Assalam and Hi everyone..

I know it's been a while..No No..in fact, almost half the year ive been keeping things to myself.There are so many things, so many "unexpected" incidents that happened to me last year. I know ive created such chaos n messed up with many lives- there's REGRET-if you wanna know.

ME,ME, ME...

Salam...

I am moving on..... Yes, i am.

"I'm Moving On"

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I need all these words!! Motivation..motivation..

Moving On Quotes & Sayings

Part of me will always love you. But it's okay, because I let you go a long time ago. I hope you'll have a great life. I know I will.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

BIRTHDAY SURPRISES FROM MY STUDENTS

The 's' for thanks fell from the cupcakes actually...

The right cupcakes(Tyra told me this was supposed to be the one...n not the cupcakes in the  1st picture..)

So, which one do you prefer? The 1st picture of this one? I like this one better...huhu...

Very niceeee n SUPER SWEET cupcakes given from this couple, TYRA N FIFI..Tq you two...LOVELY!!

I was born 32 years ago...in Perlis. Time flies so fast...Hmmm..Actually, today i felt happy and sad at the same time.

Birthday cakes given my my students..TQ..TQ..TQ.. ;P

Happy because i received so many birthday wishes from my friends, students n ex students. Not to mention the surprise they gave me, with the birthday cake, birthday song and presents given by them.

Rezeki jgn tolak...

Alhamdulillah..masih ada peluang yg diberi padaku. InsyaAllah..aku akan grab the chance given n wont waste it. Time will heal my pain, i know..but in the meantime, ill go with the flow n be a better player in this game. Iva failed before...Dun wanna fail anymore..So, ill come out with a better strategy this time...It hurts me u know when i cudnt claim my victory. Ill share with you if ive confirmed it...one day...

Mood yang hilang...

As salam to all..

Im still looking for my mood to write here... Mood yang hilang..Ntah ke mana...There are too many things that i wish to share with you guys...but, maybe one day when i get back my mood.In the mean time, let me deal with myself first.. This phase is the hardest. Juz after i go thru with it, ill write here as usual....Take care n be good.

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SELAMAT BERPUASA TO ALL!!

As salam...

Ramadhan menjelma lagi...Sekejap ja kan rasanya kita masuk tahun 2011 ni,dah pun sampai ramadhan. So. esok kita akan bermula puasa selama sebulan.InsyaAllah, semoga kali ni puasa kita diterima olehNYA. Amin.

Aku nak mengambil berkat ramadhan ni, dengan memperbanyakkan lagi ibadat padaNYA. Sebanyak yang aku mampu. Mudah2an apa yg aku hajati, akan sampai padaNya...dan mudah2an beroleh kejayaan.

I hope i can be a better person after this. InsyaAllah...not juz during ramadhan, but as long as i can. Allah knows whats the best for all of us. All we can do is, pray and do the best that we can, in order to achieve our goals n missions. There's something that i want the MOST rite now...i have faith in this. InsyaAllah...

SELAMAT BERPUASA ya kepada semua....

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Go now....

I Wish I Wasn't  by Heather Headley  

Im home alone again  And you're out, hanging with your friends
So you say, somehow I know its not quite that way
Its getting pretty late, and you havent checked on me all day
When I called, you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like you're ignoring me
I wish,that you were home, holding me tight in your arms
I wish,I could go back, to the day before we met and skip my regret 
CHORUS I wish I wasn't in love with you  So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair the way you treat me No you dont deserve me
Wasted my time thinking bout you and you ain't never gone change
I wish I wasn't in love with you so I wouldn't feel this way 

Thats it!!!

As salam...

I did it!! At last!!! After a deep thinking, i finally made up my mind in this matter. The uncertainty that made me think this way. I cant juz sit and pretend like nothing happens. Im not that patient. Im not that cool. I must do this. Maybe after that ill find my inner peace...Ill wait n see what will happen later...Hopefully something good is waiting for me..InsyaAllah..Amin.


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dunno.........

It is okay. Im fine with it. I dont mind, really. Inner peace, that's all i wanna have rite now. Leave out all the distractions. Leave it all. Let it be. Come what may. Life is beautiful. I dunno what i can believe anymore. So, ill juz go with the flow...WTH ...owh..

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You are my unintended..always.

YOU ARE MY UNINTEDED -MUSE

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love