Assalam and Hi everyone..
I know it's been a while..No No..in fact, almost half the year ive been keeping things to myself.There are so many things, so many "unexpected" incidents that happened to me last year. I know ive created such chaos n messed up with many lives- there's REGRET-if you wanna know.
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Things went out of control...Nobody to be blamed except ME n ME ALONE. Yes, it happened. As said by my husband, "We must go on with the remaining of our lives regardless of what had happened to us". All i wanna say is, it already happened n there's no way i can take it back or turn back to the moment before everything started...I must go on..n Pray that all of us will have a better life ahead.
Let Allah S.W.T decides for us...n not the interference from the people,"firestone', who add more fuel to the fire. Who are you to ask people to do this and that, especially when it involves decision making? Let that person thinks...carefully..deeply on what she wants to do. Any punishment from Allah ill accept it..Redha.
But right now...Im somebody's wife, legally. It is my duty n responsibility to take care of my husband's pride n dignity. So, i choose to be SILENT coz in SILENT i found PEACE n CALMNESS. I dun care wat others think bout me now coz im not the same person anymore,like u used to know. Ill talk only when there is a need for me to do so.
So i guess..it's a new life n a new beginning. I wanna look forward..n no turning back.
Thats all for now....
CUDA.
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