February..
hmm,dun u think it's too soon for us to welcome February?huhu..i juz celebrated my birthday last month, n now, we r in the middle of Feb.Yeah..there're so many things happened throughout this month. This month is supposed to be "Valentine's Day" 's celebration. Well, i dun believe in such thing. Valentine? Hari Kekasih? Huhu..yeah i used to celebrate with someone b4, but now it's no longer important to me.
The saddest story is,my old time friend's mum passed away last week.Yeah, i had a chance to give my last respect to the late yani's mum when she was in ICU bcoz of stroke. I hope yani will endure with the loss n get thru the most difficult moment in her life. May Allah S.W.T bless her mum's soul. Al-fatihah.
Ok, now let's go to a funny story, if u cud call it funny. This person, who ive known since we were lil children, never change. Playful as ever, but the funniest thing is, that person seems to have a very pathetic life now compared to mine. That person, in a way, has made my life miserable, n chaotic. Now, "WHAT U GIVE U GET BACK" n "WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND". God is great! I never have bad intention(nawaitu) towards this person, but i believe that person deserves every single thing that that person has done to me.Yeha..im so full of revenge..grudge...wrath..anger..BUT, i never ever pray that, that person's life wud be more suck than mine!Never...after all, that person was once important in my life.
Hmm..i also know a new friend. A gal,of course. The irony of it is, if u ask me how did we know each other..n a long story indeed.But im glad when i get to know her. In many ways...yeah..i need new friends. New bf?Maybe...coming soon..hahhahaa...But i dun mind coz my focus is,on my lovely kids. My two precious treasures...I can lose anything else,but not em.Definitely not em. Once my heart was broken into million pieces, n time has mend it. So if my heart is broken again this time, i guess i have no heart left with me...No heart....
Please let me live with them for i love em so much..They r my lil sunshine...my sun,my moon n my stars...Let em twinkling my nite..wash away all the sorrow..InsyaAllah.