Afiq's besday..

Dedicated to my son,Afiq.

Today is my beloved son's besday,Muhammad Afiq Farhan...Today, he is 5 years old. I pray that he will be a good muslim, better than me. I pray that he will be a good son to me. I pray that Allah will protect him n bless his life, n hope he will succeed in his life, much better than me. InsyaAllah...I love u so much dear. I pray that Allah will give u a great life n health for i love u,only He knows...Amin.

CUDA...

myMetro | Minda: Bagaimana mengawal amarah

I wanna share with all of u, a very informative article about,How to control our anger... Have a read. Sama2lah kita menjadi insan yg lebih pemaaf...Amin..

myMetro | Minda: Bagaimana mengawal amarah

CUDA...

Doesnt matter...to my loyal silent reader..

Hmm.....i guess i dont care anymore. Let Allah judge me. Who are u to judge me? Ok, im not good, im a sinner, n i repent for everything i did in my past. Be fair please. As if u never do any wrongdoings? How can u be so damn sure about it? Juz because people never say anything about it, or tell u, u can conclude that all people like u? Hmm..i dunno..Coz, i dont care if u have done any wrongdoings or not, but PLEASE, dont talk as if u are so damn perfect..Look at yourself first before you talk about others. I can accept all the things that u said,bout me. I was like that before. BEFORE.BEFORE.n BEFORE. Arent u tired with this?Finding others' faults?You had better think bout u, how can u improve urself to be a better person rather than find time to correct others who dont really need ur synical advice at all...So, dont waste ur time....Ramadhan is coming. It is Juz around the corner. So, I hope Allah will bless us all...n im waiting for His blessing too.. InsyaAllah...Amin.

CUDA...

Much Better..

Starting from yesterday evening,i feel so much better...so much. Today even more. My feeling, is natural now. Tq to you dear, for making me feel this way. Feel motivated, stronger n more positive.How can i forget the way u sang to me? U tried so hard to make me feel better, something that i cant forget..ever. U sang with ur fullest effort, eventho' u know ur voice isnt that melodious n nice, BUT, u had tried ur very best in order to calm me down. Tq dear..tq...I know how ridiculous can it be, doing something that uve never done before, in ur entire life. U put aside ur ego, n never gives up..juz like before..Im sorry for all the things happened, misunderstood..misinterpreted. U r a weird person, the way u think is different from others, u see things in different ways. I like ur point of view n we r in the same boat dear. Thats why we can share our problems..N, u trust me with all ur heart. It seems that u trust me that much, so i wont spoil n ruin ur trust on me. I hope u will be juz fine dear..I pray for u, n my prayer always goes to u. I believe if we have a good intention and work it out in the right way, insyaAllah Allah will help us. I never give up n surrender in this. Fighting for something that i really want, im not gonna give up...

Fighting for this love..

CUDA...

It is cloudy...

I thought the sunny days wont end...they will last long...they will stay there...but, then the cloudy days came, out of nowhere..I have to go through those days, without any hesitation, doubt n regret..I thought im strong, but strong is not the word actually. I thought ive changed my attributes, from stubborn n selfish to selfless and more considerate. But, my thoughts are wrong. Im who i am. Im trying so hard, still im stuck on the ground, n fell down when trying to fly.With such broken wings, how can i expect myself to fly that high? Now, i will follow my mind rather than my heart...Heart can be wrong, but mind, i can make wiser decision...Perhaps..Definitely maybe..

RUN..
Run...im running...running through the winding road
When i see only darkness, at the end of the road.
Run again, trying to choose a different path,
The path that i dont know where it's going to end..
Run again, to reach the ending of the road, when all i see, is only a total darkness.
Im running..runnning....until the end of the endless road.

CUDA..

Little by little..

Ive been thinking n reconsidering a lot lately about so many things. I think, i need more time. Im at fault in this matter. I have to feel the certainty about this one, should feel very absolute n know the reason of doing this. Hmm..what is the main purpose for this? Yeah...im wondering now. Now, i think ive become as the old me a bit....

CUDA...