after the semester break...

Salam n hello again my dear readers..

I juz had my 1 week of semester break, n nothing much happened during the time. I spent all the time with the kids, mostly at home, since my mum is taking care of my new born nephew, Muhammad Khairul Rayyan. Well, we had "shaving head" plus my kids' besday occasion on sunday, last week..

I wasn't in the mood of writing, or saying anything here,last few weeks..There are too many things that i have to think, considering this and that, while im typing every word here,rite now. It's not easy to be me. It's never been an easy task being as a single mum, to be a mum for two kids, and at the same time, the eldest one in my family. All the responsibilities are above my shoulders. Gosh!Sometimes they are too heavy to carry...n how i wish i could share those heavy bricks (boring bricks boring) with someone. But, it's me. I know myself too well. Too well that i know what i want in my life. Enough with guys. Tired i am. It's about time for me to think about me and the kids only. Why should i bother myself by thinking about other person, who doesn't promise me anything when all i want, ive posessed it already.

Yeah, selfish i am. But for the sake of my kids, let me do what i want and what i think is the best for them. And, only Allah S.W.T knows what's the best for me n my kids...Till then, ill go with the flow..as time flies too fast, i have to catch it, and fill it by doing things that i like the most...

CUDA...