Thursday, June 3, 2010

Especially dedicated to dayah..

Gal,
i might know nuthing bout ur past life.
i might not understand ur feeling.
i might not go thru the same thing like u did.

BUT, i can imagine if one day, my lil gal, growing up juz like u, n write something like that, bout her feeling towards her daddy. I'll cry. I'll once again shed my tears. Shes going thru the same thing. She will feel like what u felt one day.

Suddenly, i feel so sad. If u were my daughter, dear, i wud have done anything to make u feel happy until u wont feel all those melancholic n sad feelings. U've reminded me to be a good mother to my kids. Tq dayah. I know how hurt n sad ur feeling is, but believe in this: ALLAH will give u happiness in the end. Sometimes we have to go thru sorrow, n then only we can find our own happiness.

I feel down too dayah sometimes. But, when i think bout those who i love, i put aside my negative feelings...I live for em.. I dunno what will happen in the future, but all i know is what had happened to my life. I have to wake up from this misery. The agony misery that i used to feel, will not be welcomed anymore. I wont allow it.

Life is beautiful actually. So, dayah..lets move on n prove all the people that we can get what we really want. I dun care bout what people say or talk bout me anymore. Im too good for em. Thats why. Till then dayah, take care n be safe. Luv ya.

CUDA...

1 comment:

daya.ashburn said...

i may not understand too,what you have been thru being a single mom, but i know that it's hard, it's lonely and it's consuming.
but thank God u have ur children, the life of ur life, and i hope for both of us to be strong, to be a fighter, to keep on the road. that's a reminder for myself too. i'll always be around if u need any comfort teacher, cz u r a comfort for me too.. thank you..

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