Alhamdulillah..

Salam everyone.

Today, i feel much happier n better. Im done, finally, with all the minutes of meetings. Being a secretary for two big organizations is not easy. I have to do this and that.Sometimes i feel my time is never enough, n i need few more hours. Well, wanna make it to 28 hours maybe. Yeah, it is a big opportunity and it shows how much people put their trust in me n they know that i can do the work, that's what they said. As for me, im tired. Feel like rushing here n there.

Despite of feeling better, i also feel happy today. My part time job so far went well. I enjoy teaching the students, n i think this is me, my nature. To teach ,share knowledge n deliver new information to the students are in my bloodline. I cant imagine myself working as doctor, lawyer, business woman or even soldier! Hmm..im very glad n thankful for the job that i have.Alhamdulillah.

They said, it is not easy to be a teacher or lecturer. Yes, i couldnt agree more with this. But, no matter how hard it can be, ill do my best.Actually what makes teaching profession looks hard is, all the non-teaching workload or the admin.'s work. Teachers/lecturers have to do other jobs, other tasks which are not theirs!! Thats why....ISO, courses bla..bla..bla.. n many others. Im afraid i might explode one day, getting sick with all those things.

Allah is GREAT. Even the most impossible thing can happen in our lives if HE allows it. Well, it happened to me last few days. But, im very certain with what i want in this life, so i wont turn my back anymore. Life must go on, no matter what. Besides that, im happy n grateful with the life that i have rite now. I did't ask from others, but i use my own effort to earn more money for my family. Alhamdulillah. As long as i remain as strong as i am rite now, ill survive....InsyaAllah..Amin.

Thank you to my family for the endless support that u gave me, during my darkest hours, during my joy....My family is always there, for me. Thank you to my beloved children, I LOVE YOU two unconditionally, limitless n borderless. What im doing now is for you two....Hopefully both of you will grow up well, n be a good person...better than ur mum.Amin.

And, to u my dearie Lan, Tq for the motivation n support that u have given me. I dunno what the future might hold for us, but insyaAllah,only Allah knows what is the best for us. The deep hole in my heart is finally filled by ur presence.The ups n downs n the uncertainty of what will happen, are part of our lives n relationship. Tq for being there, whenever i need you the most. U know how i feel towards you.Tq once again dear.

CUDA...