Al-fatihah to Hafidzol Mokhtar...my old time friend..

As salam and hi everyone

Last nite, around 12am, i got a message from two friends of mine, Mat daus and Ezlin, informing me that chon or Hafidzol Mokhtar, had passed away at 11.30pm. I was sleeping at that time, so when i read that message, i was stunned for a while, couldnt believe my eyes..with what i read. " Chon dah meninggal dunia, tadi." I rubbed my eyes twice to check the message..but it's true coz i received two messages and it wouldnt be wrong,i know.

With his daughter,Hasya..

Chon was hospitalized fro almost two months, 1 month in HSAH,SP and almost a month in Penang GH. He was diagnosed to have "Lymphoma cancer" stage 4 and the doctor said, "There's no hope anymore and get ready for the worst to come" to his wife Mala and his mum. I managed to go to the hospital with lan, and luckily he was still breathing, and recognized me. But, he looked so tired, restless, sick-damn sick, and he was relying on the machine for breathing. I was speechless coz i didnt know what to say to him and his first sentence to both of us,"Bila lagi hampa nie? Jgn tggu lama2," he said. Both lan n i, juz smiled with his words.

In HSAH,Sg Petani for 1 month

He was put unconscious purposely for operation and he was in comma for few a week. It was a good news when he awoke from comma, and started to communicate with Mala, using pencil and paper-he couldnt talk, so he wrote down what he wanted on that paper. His major request was, to meet all his friends-those who were closest to him and know him.

Comma in Penang GH

Allah S.W.T loves him more...He was called to meet our Almighty last nite..Innalillah...even the doctor said he only had 10% chance of living...the day before was 20%...I got the chance today, i went to his house..looking at his pale face, lying down....his face was swollen-might be caused by the treatment, injection, operation etc. I couldnt stand looking at Mala, sitting nearby and reciting yasin. I was so sad that it brought tears to my eyes...

May Allah S.W.T bless your soul chon, my friend. I remember the only memory with you was when we were in the same class before-primary school,standard 6 Berlian, you like to tease me.

Chon, rest in peace my dear friend. It's sad to see you like that, actually to meet you again after 18 years, but Allah knows the reasons why things happened. To Mala, may Allah give you the strength to live this life with your kids- mala is pregnant with their second child and chon didnt know about it. I pray for Mala to be strong, remain strong and for her life to be better years ahead. Let's forget chon not. He's always in our mind and memory.

Al-fatihah to the late, Hafidzol Mokhtar...Amin.

CUDA..