SICK..

Im not feeling well today..I guess i pushed myself too hard for others..I need to rest...seriously.Ive cancelled everything...So, im done..

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Special menu for today..

Salam to all.

Well,since today i didnt work, so i'd decided to cook, after a while. Hmm..my menu for today, Ikan Kerapu stim, daging black pepper, kangkung goreng belacan, caramel pudding and bubur caca. So, my mum could actually relax today when i did all the cooking...Alhamdulillah...

KERAPU STIM....

For tomorrow, i havent decided on the menu...Maybe, something to do with prawns or squids...We'll see....

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Alhamdulillah..

Salam everyone.

Today, i feel much happier n better. Im done, finally, with all the minutes of meetings. Being a secretary for two big organizations is not easy. I have to do this and that.Sometimes i feel my time is never enough, n i need few more hours. Well, wanna make it to 28 hours maybe. Yeah, it is a big opportunity and it shows how much people put their trust in me n they know that i can do the work, that's what they said. As for me, im tired. Feel like rushing here n there.

Despite of feeling better, i also feel happy today. My part time job so far went well. I enjoy teaching the students, n i think this is me, my nature. To teach ,share knowledge n deliver new information to the students are in my bloodline. I cant imagine myself working as doctor, lawyer, business woman or even soldier! Hmm..im very glad n thankful for the job that i have.Alhamdulillah.

They said, it is not easy to be a teacher or lecturer. Yes, i couldnt agree more with this. But, no matter how hard it can be, ill do my best.Actually what makes teaching profession looks hard is, all the non-teaching workload or the admin.'s work. Teachers/lecturers have to do other jobs, other tasks which are not theirs!! Thats why....ISO, courses bla..bla..bla.. n many others. Im afraid i might explode one day, getting sick with all those things.

Allah is GREAT. Even the most impossible thing can happen in our lives if HE allows it. Well, it happened to me last few days. But, im very certain with what i want in this life, so i wont turn my back anymore. Life must go on, no matter what. Besides that, im happy n grateful with the life that i have rite now. I did't ask from others, but i use my own effort to earn more money for my family. Alhamdulillah. As long as i remain as strong as i am rite now, ill survive....InsyaAllah..Amin.

Thank you to my family for the endless support that u gave me, during my darkest hours, during my joy....My family is always there, for me. Thank you to my beloved children, I LOVE YOU two unconditionally, limitless n borderless. What im doing now is for you two....Hopefully both of you will grow up well, n be a good person...better than ur mum.Amin.

And, to u my dearie Lan, Tq for the motivation n support that u have given me. I dunno what the future might hold for us, but insyaAllah,only Allah knows what is the best for us. The deep hole in my heart is finally filled by ur presence.The ups n downs n the uncertainty of what will happen, are part of our lives n relationship. Tq for being there, whenever i need you the most. U know how i feel towards you.Tq once again dear.

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Dont care anymore..

I guess i dont care anymore what will happen in the future for i know ive done my very best to deal with every matter. I will go with the flow n see what happen later. Im tired chasing this n that. So let it be...let it be...Ya Allah, plese gimme the strength that i need. I wanna stay strong, even stronger than i am rite now...Amin.

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Welcome ya Ramadhan Al-Mubarak..

Salam...ahlan wasahlan ya marhaban..

Welcome Ramadhan..welcome. Im waiting for this ramadhan, when all the good things that could possibly happen during this fasting month, will happen to me n my family. InsyaAllah. I wanna be a good muslimah n servant to Him. I hope n pray that i will get His blessing...Amin. I wanna avoid all the things that can reduce my 'pahala'...InsyaAllah. Yeah....in the meantime, avoid wasting money on food etc...U know when it comes to bazaar ramadhan, everything looks interesting n delicious.Every kuih looks so tempting...so, i will buy the kuih that i want n not the unwanted one.hehehe... Happy Fasting to all of you...May Allah bless our ramadhan n our fasting n our ibadah.Amin.

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Afiq's besday..

Dedicated to my son,Afiq.

Today is my beloved son's besday,Muhammad Afiq Farhan...Today, he is 5 years old. I pray that he will be a good muslim, better than me. I pray that he will be a good son to me. I pray that Allah will protect him n bless his life, n hope he will succeed in his life, much better than me. InsyaAllah...I love u so much dear. I pray that Allah will give u a great life n health for i love u,only He knows...Amin.

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