Aku rasa....macam nak mulakan hidup baru di tempat baru jugak. Hati ni, dah rasa semacam. Feel something. Rasa macam nak bina hidup baru, with the kids. Tempat baru, orang2 baru,semuanya baru. Bukan tak biasa...dari pahang ke melaka ke penang. Teringin pulak nak ke perak-ipoh.
Plus, nak balik penang n sp pun xla jauh sgt...cuma rasa nak jadi independent, design my own life.
Plus, nak balik penang n sp pun xla jauh sgt...cuma rasa nak jadi independent, design my own life.
Lain rasanya tinggal dengan mak bapak ni. Bukan aku x mengambil berat. Tapi adik beradik yg lain pun ada di sini jugak, boleh selalu balik tgk depa. Rasa macam nak dok umah sendiri, boleh buat apa yang aku suka, follow my own taste. Mungkin jgak because im so used to being independent all this while, semua buat sendiri dulu, and im not that pampered anyway. Nak benda,cari sendiri, earn my own money n buy things that i want. Mana ada my parents belikan for me like hp, laptop etc. except for computer-tupun because adik2 pun nak guna after that n i juz used it for 2 months.
In short, my other siblings are much luckier than me-they got almost all the things from my dad. How lucky they are(simply becoz my dad's financial was much better during their years). But, xpalah..tu rezeki depa...but im thankful that all the difficulties in life teach me to be stronger and more mature. Im a survivor, i know. I think, even if the worst thing happens in my life, im ready to face it....Thats why i have to think positive and never take my condition as my weakness.
I pray that i have a better life ahead,with the kids. InsyaAllah....whatever happens, they are the best things that could ever happen to me in this life and can never be replaced. May Allah S.W.T give me the strength that i need...and bless our lives. Amin.
CUDA...
In short, my other siblings are much luckier than me-they got almost all the things from my dad. How lucky they are(simply becoz my dad's financial was much better during their years). But, xpalah..tu rezeki depa...but im thankful that all the difficulties in life teach me to be stronger and more mature. Im a survivor, i know. I think, even if the worst thing happens in my life, im ready to face it....Thats why i have to think positive and never take my condition as my weakness.
I pray that i have a better life ahead,with the kids. InsyaAllah....whatever happens, they are the best things that could ever happen to me in this life and can never be replaced. May Allah S.W.T give me the strength that i need...and bless our lives. Amin.
CUDA...
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dah pikir abis2 ka?
dah..mmg kena pilih 3 kolej kat borg tu..so,aku pilih yg terdekat n dh bincg dgn parents n lan too.Lan kata,i akan ikut u mana u p...macamanapun.Makpak aku lak kata,pilah..peluang naik pgkt bukan sng...Kalo takat perak,aku leh dok kt ipoh...dh besa p..tmpt mcm best..ada pakcik aku kt sna..lan pun kata umh sewa x mahal sgt..ok lah tu..so aku berharap sgt aku dpt perak,kolej tu dkt gopeng,30 minit dri ipoh,mcm sp ke kepala batas ni la jugak..insyaAllah..kita tggu n lihat cmana thun dpn resultnya...
As for me and Abg Rizal, we are having difficulty to choose where to go as we have already settled down here.Too bad, things have to turn up like this.We just expect for the best and prepare for the worst.
kak, thats why..they make us feel so bad about this.We are in the middle.My case will be different if im married and have a husband. Im sure my husband doesnt want me to go,despite of the promotion and the salary...coz family shud come first rite?I have to go if i get it, im the breadwinner for this family.So by accepting it, it means more money will come too for this family...InsyaAllah kak. May Allah show us the rite way to handle n go thru this when the time comes...Pray for things to be a bit easy...Amin.
setiap dari kita mmg nak hidup berdikari.
sy sendri masih duduk bersama famly wlopon umo dah 25 tahun...haahahahah....
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